Okay so its been almost a month since i wrote but i have been kinda busy. alot has happened... Spring break happened, which was tons of fun _{(scavenger hunts, prom dress found, week without Scott & Bri)}. Then Kyler left for basic training which is sad, i don't know who i'm going to talk at 3 in the morning when i'm awake. My mom got an interveiw with DMR for a case managers job. Slept at Monica's & went to the Daffodil Featival _{(raped Monice *wink*, Ally got beat up by a recliner)}. I found a prom date as of yesterday and found out Dougie is going to Japan for 4 months at the end of August.

That is the short version but the real reason i am writing this is i wanted to et everyone who doesn't know alreay a book about the CRAZY things that have happened this year... Cassie is helping me. So if you can think of anything CRAZY that i have told you about my school or bus ride leave me a comment about it either here or on MySpace of even both would be helpful. 

I'm really bored & i'll start writing entries again i've just been busy & prom is coming up & graduation and i have projects & papers due so it might be a few days between each entry. just letting you all know.

Love & Laughs...TOR

Okay so i haven't really been around much lately... I'm "grounded" from AIM and my lab-top, but i don't think that its going to last because well my lab-top was in my room when i left this morning and i was on the lab-top all Tuesday night & a little last night, but i was only doing homework on it. I am CRAZY bored and all the homework i did Tuesday night i printed out and will be handing in Today to all my teachers.
But lets see...
Thursday night i didn't sleep at all!

So there for...Friday night i went to take a nap at 6pm-ish and i didn't wake up until 8:30 Saturday morning. Damn that is like 14 hours of sleep. I was CRAZY tired.

Saturday morning i was up at 8:30 as i told you and at 9 o'clock i went to the eye doctor ad they dilated my eyes and then i went to Wal*Mart to get stuff to clean the carpets with. Then i made plans to go out with my friend Kimbie. She came over about 5 o'clock that night and we went to a party at her friend Becky's house, which by the way is CRAZY mun-go huge. Then we went to her boyfriends house and pretty much just hung from 9 o'clock until 11:30pm when he brought us home, and it was like midnight by the time i got home, then i went to sleep at like 1 in the morning.

Sunday i didn't wake up until about 1 in the afternoon so that is 12 hours of sleep, give or take. I then did nothing all day until about 6 o'clock my mother decided that i should have to clean the kitchen even though it was Thomas's day, so i flipped out on her. The we fought and i called Derek crying, then Rocky called me and we went for a walk and hung out from like 7pm until 9:30pm when he walked me home. And i came in watched a little TV then went to sleep at 11pm.

Monday i was "grounded" from my computer but not really cause i had CRAZY amounts of homework and needed to make up or do. So i did that and my mom really didn't care that i was on the computer, i just hung out with it and watched TV then i went to my aunt's house and she helped me edit the graduation article that i had written. Then walked home, then talked to Rocky on the phone, and then showered and went to sleep by 10;30.

Tuesday morning my alarm never went off and didn't get out of bed until like 6:15 and i just made the bus. Then i had a horrible gym class, a quite interesting business math class & and very interesting english class. Our student teacher in english has her last day is on Thursday, so we're bring in some food and drinks to say thank you for everything. even though i'll just see her next week over vacation at Kuhn. Oh that reminds me that i need to ask my mom if she can pick up the cookie dough so that i can make cookies for Miss S/Lisa for tomorrow. i had to make a up a quiz for my college note-taking course it is was weird, that class is weird. we're also having an english test on Thursday blah that kinda sucks

Today is wednesday and after today there is only one more day until vacation...ten days away from here and when we come back we have 8 weeks of school left for school, then graduation. YAY!!!
i've decided to start running everyday/every other day, we have a tred-mill (however you spell it) we never use, i'm going to make good use of it. I am very hungry today i haven't eaten anything since about 2:30 yesterday afternoon, today i won't eat anything until about then either. *sticks tongue out* I'm tired of school and can't wait for vacation. LOL
Okay well, give me a call if you want to hang out over vacation. This weekend Thursday night, Friday night, Saturday night, Sunday is Easter & i'm CRAZY busy so nothing until Monday is open....

Love & Laughs...TOR

I stole this from Cassie, cause i'm CRAZY bored & i needed something to entire me.

1. First Name: Victoria
2. Were you named after anyone? My great-grandpa's sister
3. Do you wish on stars? yes
4. When did you last cry? last night, when Jazzi tripped me
5. Do you like your handwriting? it is interesting
6. What is your favorite lunch meat? turkey
7. What is your birth date? 01*27*1988
8. What is your most embarrassing CD? I don't really know, mabe Elton John?
9. if you were another person, would YOU be friends with you? i would so be friends with myself....i'm a cool kinda girl.
10. Are you a daredevil? Yes
11. Have you ever told a secret you swore not to tell? nope
12. Do looks matter? nope
14. Where is your second home? my aunt's house
17. favorite toy as a child? that thing you sit on the floor and spin on
18. what class in High School do you think was totally useless? gym
19. do you use sarcasm a lot? yeah
20. What are your nicknames? TOR, TORi, Tor the whore, Tor the crack whore
21. Would you bungee jump? yeah, with Cassie
2. do you untie your shoes hen you take them off? no, who does that?
23. Do you think that you are strong? in some things
24. What is your favorite ice cream flavor? chunky monkey
25. what is your size? 6.5 in mens, 8 in woman
26. Pink or Red? red
27. What is your least favorite thing about yourself? my tummy...haha
28. Who do you miss most? Derek
29. Do you want everyone you send this to, to send it back? i don't give a shit
30. What color pants and shoes are you wearing? Jeans, and black with green
31. What are you listening to right now? people talking in the background
32. Last thing you ate? chips at lunch
33. If you were a color what would you be? mac & cheese
34. What is the weather like right now? cold & sunny
35. Last person you talked to on phone? Cassie
36. The first thing you notice about the opposite sex? hands & eyes
37. Do you like the person who sent this to you? i copied this from Cassie
38. Favorite drink? water
39. Favorite Sport? swimming
40. Hair color? Auburn
41. Eye color? Blue
42. Do you wear contacts? nope
43. Favorite Food? pizza
44. Last Movie you watched? Saved
45. Favorite Day of the Year? Fourth of July
46. Scary or Happy Endings? Happy
47. Summer or Winter? Summer
48. Hugs or Kisses? hugs
49. wat is your favorite dessert? cheesecake
50. Who is most likely to respond? Cassie
51. Who is least likely to respond? umm...someone
52 Living Arrangements? my mom & brothers
53 What Book are you reading? i'm not
54. What is on your Mouse Pad? no mouse pad i'm at school
55. What did you watch last night on TV? one tree hill
56. Favorite Smells? tommy girl
57. Favorite Sounds? baby rying
58. Rolling Stones or Beatles? both
59. Do you believe in Evolution or Creationism? evolution
60. What the furthest you've been from home? Wisconsin

I stole this from cassie, cause i'm CRAZY bored & i needed something to entire me.

1. First Name: Victoria
2. Were you named after anyone? My great-grandpa's sister
3. Do you wish on stars? yes
4. When did you last cry? last night, when Jazzi tripped me
5. Do you like your handwriting? it is interesting
6. What is your favorite lunch meat? turkey
7. What is your birth date? 01*27*1988
8. What is your most embarrassing CD? I don't really know, mabe Elton John?
9. if you were another person, would YOU be friends with you? i would so be friends with myself....i'm a cool kinda girl.
10. Are you a daredevil? Yes
11. Have you ever told a secret you swore not to tell? nope
12. Do looks matter? nope
14. Where is your second home? my aunt's house
17. favorite toy as a child? that thing you sit on the floor and spin on
18. what class in High School do you think was totally useless? gym
19. do you use sarcasm a lot? yeah
20. What are your nicknames? TOR, TORi, Tor the whore, Tor the crack whore
21. Would you bungee jump? yeah, with Cassie
2. do you untie your shoes hen you take them off? no, who does that?
23. Do you think that you are strong? in some things
24. What is your favorite ice cream flavor? chunky monkey
25. what is your size? 6.5 in mens, 8 in woman
26. Pink or Red? red
27. What is your least favorite thing about yourself? my tummy...haha
28. Who do you miss most? Derek
29. Do you want everyone you send this to, to send it back? i don't give a shit
30. What color pants and shoes are you wearing? Jeans, and black with green
31. What are you listening to right now? people talking in the background
32. Last thing you ate? chips at lunch
33. If you were a color what would you be? mac & cheese
34. What is the weather like right now? cold & sunny
35. Last person you talked to on phone? Cassie
36. The first thing you notice about the opposite sex? hands & eyes
37. Do you like the person who sent this to you? i copied this from Cassie
38. Favorite drink? water
39. Favorite Sport? swimming
40. Hair color? Auburn
41. Eye color? Blue
42. Do you wear contacts? nope
43. Favorite Food? pizza
44. Last Movie you watched? Saved
45. Favorite Day of the Year? Fourth of July
46. Scary or Happy Endings? Happy
47. Summer or Winter? Summer
48. Hugs or Kisses? hugs
49. wat is your favorite dessert? cheesecake
50. Who is most likely to respond? Cassie
51. Who is least likely to respond? umm...someone
52 Living Arrangements? my mom & brothers
53 What Book are you reading? i'm not
54. What is on your Mouse Pad? no mouse pad i'm at school
55. What did you watch last night on TV? one tree hill
56. Favorite Smells? tommy girl
57. Favorite Sounds? baby rying
58. Rolling Stones or Beatles? both
59. Do you believe in Evolution or Creationism? evolution
60. What the furthest you've been from home? Wisconsin

The school is perfect, location
Wonderful. The dean promised I’d have
No issues. Nothing left but to move in. “Sir,”
I questioned, “Would I be able to get a single
Dorm – I’m bringing my daughter along.”
Silence, Silenced screams of
Anxious hoping. Voice, when it was
Delivered, high-powered professor, short
And to the point professional.

“Who are you bringing?” ... I had not stuttered…
“You’re bringing whom?” Choice B. Choice A.
Aroma of fresh breath of public speaking out.
Tiny life. Tiny hands. Tiny short-innocent
Edition squealing runt. It was real! Humiliated
By inappropriate hushed, give in
Pushed foolishness to plead simplification.
Deliberation he was, varying the importance—

“Whom are you bringing?” Exposure came.
“You the baby girl, I spoke of before?”
His concur was theoretical, squashing in its light
Objectively. Quickly, pass through familiar,
I speak, “My daughter”—and as an afterthought,
“My little one.” Silence for moments
Voyage of belief, till truthfulness clanged his accent
Firm on the mouthpiece “what’d you just say?” granting,
“I don’t know if I can help.” “With my baby?”
“Like a real baby?” “Yes, a real child, she is six
Months old, brown hair, 10 pounds, small and cute,
Hardly makes any noise—hold one moment, sir.” –
sensing
His phone occurrence in the background
About my ear—“Sir,” I beg, “wouldn’t
you rather
See me in school’

i haven't really had the time to write but i am now in study hall in the library at school, cause i'm too lazy to walk home. But anyways, i am doing homework at the sametime...but i have really tired and i didn't go to school yesterday, because i was up all night sick with my diabetes i haven't felt like i did monday night in about 5 months now, since i was placed on the pump. But i feel better today. i'm going into school late tomorrow if not at all, i have an eye exam and i don't know what they're going to do to my eyes and everything, so we'll find out.
but i'm too tired and over worked to write anymore.
but i am going to put another update in right after this with a poem i wrote for english, let me know what you think of it.

Love & Laughs...TOR

Rascal Flatts - Bless The Broken Road

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Hopefully that music will play or at least show up...this weekend has been hard and i feel like a complete and total bitch....i hurt too many people and i'm going to just not hang out with people anymoer unless its just me and one other person and not anyone else i feel bad for ruining a Friday night for everyone and not giving a shit about them really. Derek is now sick cause he was outside without a jacket on and i was making him do it. Well not really but he was worried about me and n ow i feel horrible. Everyone else i feel bad cause i was such a horrible friend and like took off running and all wanted was a little time to myself. I feel like an asshole and a complete whore, yet again in my life. so TOR The Whore here i come.

Well today i have been the cputer both period 1 and 2 nd next period i will be watching a movie...then 4^th period will have to have homework and such things checked, and then do the next lesson and hand in some make-up work i have needed to hand i but didn't trust the sub we had on wednesday. The sub was a bitch.

But today while i'm the library in the first few minutes there is a fire drill so that was interesting. the the phones are ringing like CRAZY and ms. charboneau doesn't want to talk the lady. then the intercom phone starts ringing, with a teacher asking if there are computer open so that a few of her girls can come use them. They came down used them for about 15 minutes (maybe) and at  9:55 a class comes in and we kick everyone off the computer and they proceed to stad in the way of the computers for the next 20 minutes & talk, then sign out and rudely after i told that ms. charboneau said they can use the computers even though they were asked to get off. Then the phone rings for a TV/DVD combo that left, needing help, cause they can't fix it & wheni tell ms. charboneau and she leaves they call abck and tell me that they fixed it, and don't need help anymore, but she had already left.This place is CRAZY today.

I am tired, ready for a nap & and tired as anything. tonight should be fun and interesting but who knows what we're doing. 

I just need time to get over this break up so hopefully after hanging out tonight & tomorrow i'll get my time.

See you all later, 
Love & Laughs...TOR

"The Break" is no longer a break is is more of an end, we broke up this afternoon and yes i'm hurt and sometimes i think that no matter what we will always have a connection like the one we did...but no matter what i will still Love Derek, and he will be my best friend...i can't believe that i didn't think he was going to do it.......but then again if he didn't i was going to, but i did it right after he told me my room smells horrible....LOL

But i'm not going to let this get to me, cause some how or another i always let things get to me and i'm going to be a big girl and not going to cry & i'm going to talk to this girl who i met at Briarwood and i want to be my roommate next year....hopefully we get it. LOL

Okay well talk to you all later...